Proud of me

Tonight has been a major turning point for me personally.

I’ve managed to listen to A LOT of songs which make me think of Peter WITHOUT crying to every single one of them!!! There’s one or two that still gets me right in the heart and that’s ok. ❤
I understand that there might me times where I will cry again at those songs but right now this is huge progress for me.

Regardless of what anyone thinks; I really have struggled SO hard to come to terms with Peters death despite our history. Yet only a small handful of people really know and understand the truth behind the smile and the “I’m ok” attitude I have to carry each day.

I can’t even explain how proud I am of myself. ❤❤❤